Always searching, not knowing where I am going

Looking for an adventure without a destination

Feeling lost but not knowing why

Looking for something but not knowing the item

Will I ever feel settled?

Will I ever feel at home?

Not until my soul finds what it is looking for….


Blogizing: We’ve joined Wild Woman Community


Blogizing has joined the Wild Woman Community, a website offering support to aspiring writers, authors and healers.

It’s mission is :

Collaboration not Competition

“WWC aims to give women a place to visit for guidance and to learn more/share their creative/spiritual knowledge.¬† The Community supports and promotes a back to nature approach through natural and holistic methods.

The contributors will be everyday extraordinary women ‚Äď healers, artists, writers, and independent female entrepreneurs with creative vision which in turn will promote the contributors, their work and/or products through the Community, either through the work they share or by way of an advertising online directory and shop. The contributors will share their knowledge, stories, skills and creative ideas, through articles, videos and courses.

There will also be a fundraiser/grass-roots activism area to act as agent for change on a community level and fundraising for women‚Äôs causes. In the future there will be a forum where woman come together in a safe, non-judgmental arena to share and seek/give support on the many areas of life that women struggle with.” Wild Woman Community

Check us out here:  Blogizing on Wild Woman Community


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Thank you for your support!


Today we have received 500 likes from our followers and we would like to say thank you for your continued support.  We are seeing our blog go from strength to strength and without you, our followers it would not be possible.  You really are our inspiration and the reason why we continue to write.


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The Liebster Award: Thank you for my nomination!

Wow a huge thank you to ‘The Odd 1 In’¬†for my nomination for the Liebster Award. ¬†I love the fact that the nominations of this award come from bloggers themselves. ¬†If other writers can read my posts and appreciate them in some way then I can’t be too bad can I….not that I need a confidence boost at all (that’s a lie!). ¬†It is always good to receive feedback in someway and for that reason awards of this type are great so thank you TheOdd1In, I appreciate the nomination whole heartedly!

The rules of the award:

1. Acknowledge the blogger who nominated you and display the award. (Tick, oh hang on….)

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2. Answer 11 questions the blogger gives you.

Well here they are along with my answers:

Do you think you’ll ever stop blogging?  In short, no.  I love writing.  I have been writing for years, but it is only recently that I made the decision to put myself out there.  I love the interaction you receive from blogging and it inspires you to keep going.

Who is your celebrity crush?¬†I have never been one to have celebrity crushes…..I know what is wrong with me right?! However, if I had to choose one it would have to be David Beckham. He is like a fine wine, gets better with age and the fact he appears to be such a devoted husband and father only adds to his appeal. ¬†And oh those tattoos…..and underwear adverts…..OK, maybe I have just a little crush ūüėČ
What is your most embarrassing moment?  I do not get embarrassed very easily but the most embarrassing moment in my life was on my wedding day when my (now ex) fiance ran out of the wedding ceremony in the middle of our vows to be sick because he was so hungover.  The wedding planner felt so sorry for me she offered to film it again!
If you could have one perfect day, to do whatever you liked, what would you do? I would wake up next to the man of my dreams, somewhere exotic like The Caymen Islands, white beaches and clear sea.  We would share a romantic breakfast on the balcony of our sea front hut looking out at the amazing scenery.  We would go for a stroll on the beach, may be take part in some water sport, go back to our room and get ready for the day.  We would walk up to the main resort and walk into the huge room filled with beautiful flowers, where we would meet my children and our family and friends and they would witness our wedding.  We would enjoy the most amazing food, drinks and dance until the sun went down.  (I am not often romantic, but now and again I can manage it)
Would you go into space, given the opportunity?¬†Only if I could take my children and (if I had one) my partner with me. ¬†I recently went on an airplane to Europe with a friend without my children. ¬†We experienced some bad¬†turbulence¬†on the way home and it terrified me. ¬†All I could think about was ‘what will my children do without me.’ It really upset me.
Do you believe in the supernatural?¬†Absolutely, and everything related to it. ¬†Angels in particular. ¬†I receive signs from them on an almost daily basis. ¬†My grandma is often around me, I can feel her energy, in particular when I feel upset. ¬†I have been to see a couple of psychics, and I have had family members visit me with messages. ¬†There is no way that they could have known what they did. ¬†I am not one to give much away….
What was your favourite childhood TV programme?

What is your favourite memory?¬†My favourite memory is the day my son was born, the midwife laid him across my stomach and he actually lifted up his head off my stomach as if to say “Hello world!”

If you had to eat one thing, every day for the rest of your life, what would you choose? My own homemade chilli con carne. ¬†I know this sounds rather big-headed however I have made it so many times I now have the recipe perfect ūüėÄ

Do you believe in fate? I certainly do. I am a great believer that everything happens for a reason.

3. Give 11 random facts about yourself.

Here we go……

I do angel card readings;

When I was little my favourite teddy was a frog which I lost in a lake whilst boating with my parents

My parents divorced when I was 10 years old.

Even though I have been married I have never been proposed to.

I have a large scar on my stomach from when I suffered a burst appendix.

I once dated a guy whose name was Lightening (yes really)

I have been asked out by a famous comedian

I have been offered money for my used underwear (no I did not accept)

If I could go anywhere in the World I would go to Thailand.

I keep seeings 1’s everywhere i.e 11:11 on the clock, 11 in this award post- 11 questions, 11 facts, 11 nominations…etc, on receipts, on my laptop…the list goes on!

I love lots of music but my favourite band are Oasis.

4. Nominate 11 blogs you think are worthy of the award (but they must have less than 200 followers).


Born to make an Impact http://borntomakeanimpact.wordpress.com/

Tale of a Cursed Princesz http://taleofacursedprincesz.wordpress.com/

Evanna Weddings http://evannaweddings.wordpress.com/

The Festival Hunter http://thefestivalhunter.com/

Adventurely Yours http://adventurelyyours.wordpress.com/

Whole in my bucket http://wholeinmybucket.wordpress.com/

Angels and Stars http://angelsandstars.wordpress.com/

Numerical Messages http://numericalmessages.wordpress.com/

Confessions of a Curvy Red Head http://confessionsofacurvyredhead.wordpress.com/

One Hundred Happy Days http://hashtaghappydays.wordpress.com/

Om My Yoga http://ommyyoga.wordpress.com/
5. Let the bloggers know you nominated them. (Tick)
6. Give them 11 questions to answer.

Ok, I hope you are ready ūüôā

  1. If you had to choose between money or love, which would it be?
  2. What is the worst thing you have ever done?
  3. What is the nicest/kindest thing you have ever done?
  4. Do you believe in love at first sight?
  5. Have you ever experienced an encounter with an angel? Please give details
  6. Tell me a random fact about yourself
  7. What is the reason for you starting your blog?
  8. What do you do for a job?
  9. If you won a million pounds/dollars on the lotto what would you spend your money on first?
  10. If there was one celebrity you could have a date with who would it be and where would you go?
  11. Will you follow my blog?¬†https://blogizing.wordpress.com/¬†ūüėČ

Congratulations for being nominated for the Liebster Award.  I hope you accept and understand that the reason I have nominated you is because your blog, despite them being new, look promising indeed! Good luck.

Remember to accept the award you must also follow the instructions, to keep the chain going…..

1.  Acknowledge the person who has nominated you; 

2. Add the Liebster Award image to your post

3. Answer the questions

4. Nominate 11 other blogs for this award and tell them you have nominated them. (you just need to add a comment on their blog with the link to your post, just as I have done for you)

5. ¬†Ask them 11 questions ūüôā


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Would you want your man wearing Meggings? That’s Man Leggings to me and you…

In short…..no. ¬†Haha, even to see a man in those cycling ones kind of turn my stomach, no matter how fit the man is. ¬†There is just something not very manly about them and I really do like my men to be men. ¬†Sorry, it is just the way I am. ¬†However, if he wanted to buy a pair of these rainbow diamond ones (in my size) that is ok, as I would wear them. ūüėÄ

Just a quick word to the men: “Not cool. Do not do it…….sorry boys.”


Read the full story here: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-2582046/Would-YOU-let-man-wear-meggings-Designers-aiming-make-men-feel-comfortable-look-great-leggings.html

Those of you still intent on doing it <sighs> you can get them here…….


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Lingerie: Is it important to make an effort for your first sexual encounter?

She was nervous, this was the first time they were going to be together in this way and she was filled with anticipation.  She was excited for how today may turn out, but also worried, what if it was not any good.  They had been dating each other for five weeks and spent quite a lot of time getting to know each other.  This time it felt different from the other men she had met before.  She knew he liked her and found her hot, as he told her all the time.  But he never tried to force sex on her.  She wanted to make sure that the first time was special.  They had decided on having their first encounter in a hotel room as they did not want to be disturbed.   He had arranged the hotel and she was shocked.  She could not believe the one he had chosen, it was not your standard hotel.  A classy 5 star in the city centre.  Marble floors, huge chandeliers hanging from the ceiling, glass cabinets from floor to ceiling displaying expensive bottles of champagne.  As she walked into the foyer, there was the largest arrangement of tropical flowers in a huge black vase that she had ever seen.  Not a spot of dust anywhere.  She looked over to the right and saw a large group of men standing around.  She recognised one of the men, and realised it was the captain of the England football team.  On a normal day she would have been impressed, however today all she could think about was her gorgeous man.  Whilst she was in deep thought she felt someone touch her arm.  She looked left and saw him standing there, smiling at her, eyes twinkling in the light.  Every time she looked at him he took her breath away.  She had never fancied a man so much.  Of course she had experienced lust on every level, but usually after getting to know a man a little bit more the lust had slowly disappeared as they had turned out to not be as nice as she had expected.  However, this one was different.  He had always shown her every inch of respect she deserved.  It made a refreshing change.

He asked her if she would like to have dinner. ¬†She smiled, looked down towards the marble floor and back up to his gorgeous brown eyes, slowly shook her head from side to side. ¬†She put her hand gently behind the back of his head and slowly pulled his head towards hers. ¬†She whispered into his ear “Let’s go to bed.” He did not need telling twice.


It was her first time with her special man and she wanted him to remember it for the right reasons.  She searched high and low for the perfect lingerie and finally settled on a red number, something a little different to what she would normally go for, but she wanted him to remember the moment forever.

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http://www.e-lady.co.uk/anais-tin-tin.html  It was well worth the £29.99!

E-Lady¬†is an online store offering lingerie, outfits, beachwear and sex toys, all at reasonable prices. ¬†Check it out, give your partner something to remember! ūüėČ

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Panic & Anxiety: Stress Check


I read an article this morning and as anxiety is something I do suffer from, especially when the going gets tough, I decided to share with you some symptoms which will help you to identify if you are stressed, and hopefully you can then take steps to chill the hell out ūüėČ

  • General fatigue
  • Dry mouth
  • Frustration
  • Nervous coughing
  • Sudden tears for no reason
  • Unable to control crying outbursts
  • Over reaction
  • Irritability
  • Binge drinking
  • Talking too much
  • Chain smoking
  • Fiddling with your hair
  • Pulling out your hair
  • Sudden sweating
  • Headaches
  • Upset stomach
  • Heartburn
  • Sudden anger with little or no reason
  • Sudden heart pounding or¬†palpitations
  • Muscle aches
  • Overeating
  • Constant feeling that this is no enough time
  • Tic/twitching eyebrows or mouth
  • Difficulty breathing
  • Nervous coughing
  • Drumming your fingers
  • Tapping your foot
  • Clenched jaw
  • Turning red faced
  • Headaches
  • Feeling of expecting bad news or something bad is going to happen
  • Anxiety
  • Depression
  • Sudden inability to express yourself
  • Impatience
  • Nail biting
  • Constant picking fingernails or face
  • Trying to do two or three things at once

It is advisable to keep a stress diary, record your feelings on a daily basis.  This is a good way to track your feeling and emotions and remember exactly how you felt.  If you are anything like me, it is likely you will feel different on almost a daily basis.  If you can recognize you are stressed this is the first step in being able to control it.

If you are stressed or suffering from anxiety, there are many ways in which you can have treatment, and not just with medication. I am personally a fan of complementary medicine such as:

  • Aromatherapy, applying oils directly to skin or in oil burners (a great supportive treatment)
  • Exercise, instant mood lifter. ¬†The hardest part can be getting yourself to do the exercise. ¬†Whether you choose to go to the gym or out for a big hike, play football, cycle or golf, as you finish the exercise you feel immediately better about yourself. ¬†Keep trying until you find something you enjoy.
  • Massage
  • Hypnotherapy
  • Meditation

Personally, I have found one of the best ways to help with stress is practicing yoga.  Many people believe yoga is a type of religion, but this is not true.  You practice controlled movement and stresses with breathing which I have found to be very effective.

Do not forget, if you are feeling stressed or anxious, to visit your doctor, who will be able to offer you advice and point you in the right direction for help.  It may be that there has been some life event that has initiated the symptoms and counselling may be helpful.

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I really try to remember that we are only here once, we need to live our lives as much as we can.  I find it helpful to keep a gratitude diary, so that I remind myself to be thankful for the small things in life.  This keeps things in perspective for me and stops me from slipping into depression.  What coping mechanisms do you use?  We would love to hear them

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