Twin Flame

There is a deep connection that we both feel

struggling to work out what it all means

he tries to run but instead he fights the urge

we may be ready now to join as one




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How wiser words can come from children than from some adults: Indigo Children?

I am beginning to think my youngest child is actually an angel from heaven, you know the type ‘cheeky’ angel with a bit of slight devilment which keeps everyone on their toes, but are actually truly amazing.  If you have heard of the term ‘indigo-child’ I think I am somewhere near.  From here on in, I will call her Indigo.

She has done two things since Sunday which make me incredible proud.  Sunday was her birthday, she was 6.  I treated her to a day trip out and of course lots of presents, including her nails done at the nail salon-she was adamant!! (Me: Are you sure darling, you are only 6. Indigo: But mummy I want my nails doing just like you) How could I say no?!  Anyway, as I tucked her up in bed on Sunday evening she threw her arms around my neck and said “Mummy this has been the best birthday ever, thank you so much for what you have done today!” She released my neck grabbed my cheeks with her tiny hands and planted a kiss on my lips, let go and gave me the biggest grin.  My heart melted.  It is not every day a ‘just gone’ 6 year old is able to show such gratitude.

The second thing came just last night, two days since her birthday.  She knows I have been having a bit of a tough time recently.  I treated her to homemade pancakes, it was Pancake Tuesday after all.. I let her smear on the nutella and rolling it up she said “mummy you are the best mummy in the world!” She then began to sing to me whilst eating her pancake “lean on me…..when you’re not strong, I’ll be your friend……I’ll help you carry on…”  We are know the song by Al Green I am sure, even if you did not know it was Al Green that sang it, you will know the song trust me…. I do not even know where she has learnt this song.  And when asked, she does not know either!

At this point I could have cried.  How I have managed to raise such an emotionally aware child I will never know!  She flashed me a big smile and said “Mummy I lean on you all the time don’t I?  You can lean on me today.”

I love this girl, I am proud she is my daughter, she is like my little shadow, she will follow me to the end of the earth if that is where I am going.  I wake up in a morning and there she is in bed next to me, after she has sneaked in, in the middle of the night.

No matter how hard life gets, there is one person who can always put a smile on your face.  For me it is my youngest daughter.  We have such a connection, that we do not even have to speak to each other and we know what we are thinking.  I believe she is a soul mate of mine (yes relatives, friends etc can be soul mates too…..)

Indigo, you are truly amazing and always an inspiration to me.  You never fail to amaze me with your wise words, too wise for such a young girl.  I love you xxxxx


The Meaning of 222, 2222: Your Thoughts are Correct

I often see repeating numbers, and usually when I am going through a shift or change around in life, I see them regularly, sometimes numerous times a day.  I decided to find out what these numbers mean.

When you see the repeating 222, 2222 whether these are on receipts, bills, letters, cars, or the time on a clock 22:22, or anywhere and everywhere this means that your thoughts are correct.  You may be going through a difficult time or not really know what decision to make.  The sight of repeating 2’s are confirmation you are thinking the right thing. Everything will be ok, have faith as the issue will be resolved in the best way. It is also a sign of manifestation, so ensure your thoughts are positive and of what you want in your life.

As with all signals from our angels or guides acknowledge what you have seen and smile, inside and out.  Do not worry, for everything will be ok.

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How do I know if I have found my twin flame?



What is a twin flame? My understanding is that a twin flame is the other part of your soul. In the beginning there was a masculine and feminine part to your soul (just like ying and yang-remember in life there must be balance) Through some incident or occurrence your soul split, in effect making a mirror of your self.  Your soul constantly searches for the other part, so that it can become whole again.  Many people will not realise this, and many will never meet their twin flame.  Some will meet, but may not ever truly understand.  Some people may feel the constant ‘longing’ or ‘searching’ or even ‘that there is something more to life than this’. They may never understand what that feeling was.

How do you know if you have met your twin flame? Most people will never meet their twin flame.  Mainly because it is unusual for both twin flames to be present on Earth at the same time.  therefore, generally when one is on Earth the other is in spirit.  However, it has become increasingly more common for both to be present and you only have to search on internet sites to hear of the numerous stories of twin flames reuniting.  Some signs of meeting your twin flame/twin soul:

  • A complete feeling of ONENESS
  • A deep passion for the other, when you are together there is no one else.
  • A total trust and acceptance of the other.  You do not want to change them and there is no feelings of jealousy or resentment.
  • A feeling of completeness that never dies, even when you are not together.
  • Love at first sight, like you have never experienced before. Not just a ‘wow they are beautiful/gorgeous/stunning’, it is a feeling of ‘Oh my, I actually love this person with all my heart.’
  • You look similar in appearance-(This is very common,so bears mentioning) though it may not always be the case, but there may be lots of similarities
  • Have very similar tastes, in most cases exactly the same, in most things.
  • Your true self shines through, you are completely yourself with this other person and all your worries disappear
  • You will know yourself better and you will accept yourself for who you are.  You will have been on a personal journey before you have met your twin soul, likely a journey of self discovery.
  • Your body/mind is strengthened.  You are also likely to share the same interests or passions, and understandings of life.  Your morals and believes are likely to be in line with each other, or you are in the very least willing to accept and take on board the others.
  • Your Chakras’ activate fully.  This can be overwhelming.  You can be very emotional, become angry, overly passionate, become more intuitive etc.  Do not be too hard on yourself, accept what is going on, and trust it is for the best.
  • Unbreakable bonds, even when you are not together. aalthough this does not mean that you will always be together.
  • LOVE does not come close to what you experience.  Though it is love what you feel, it is on a whole new level.  But note, it is not obsessive or compulsive.

You will feel from the first time you met that you already know each other.  There is no denying this, from the day you meet you are as one.  There is no awkwardness.  You will just know.

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11:11/111/1111 What does this mean?

I have just reached my 111st  post, which just reminded about something I have been wanted to write about, but not quite got around to it.  So here it is: The 111/1111 phenomenon.

For about the past six years I have been noticing 11:11, or 1’s in repetition. In addition to 12:12, 11:22, 22:11, 21:21 etc etc you get the picture right…..

I saw them everywhere.  Clocks mainly, but also on receipts, numbers on lamp posts, in phone numbers on word vans etc, practically anywhere.  I have also began to start seeing 444’s.  I am yet to look in to this properly.

Back to the 1’s.  There are many different theories to this.  However, I do not think it is a coincidence that in my early 20’s something in me sparked a great interest in angels. Over the next couple of years I found out everything I could about them.  I joined online tutorials with an angel communicator in England and found out as much as I could about an author called Doreen Virtue who communicates with angels.  She also has her own range of angel cards, amongst other things.  It was these angel cards however that drew me to her, and indeed angels actually.  My grandmother had died approximately 4 months previously, her name was Doreen and I saw the cards in a cabinet in a waiting room whilst I was going in to see a clairvoyant. Another coincidence?  There I purchased my first set of angel cards, not really knowing what to do with them.  Over the course of the next couple of years I purchased another couple of desks and used them regularly for readings.  They did offer me guidance and always seemed to be very accurate.

As lifes struggles and strains began to increase, i.e. my impending divorce, I did not have as much time to research and read about angels and I almost ‘forgot’ about them.  Not actually forgot, but I just did not have the head space.  It was around this time that I began to see the 11:11 or 1’s.  It was as if it was a message from the angels gently reminding me that they were still there.  I began to use the cards again for readings.  They were a great help in my hour of need.

Since my discovery of angel cards and the sight of the 1’s my life took a whole new turn, and at times I had began to wonder what I had done so wrong to deserve some of the things which were going on.  Even after 4 years of struggle I am still not quite where I want to be.  However, it is almost as if my life has had one bit clear out.  Many of my friends often say they wonder how I am still sane with everything which has gone on.  Amazingly most of the time I feel calm.  I occasionally have moments of a temporary melt down, generally only lasting seconds as something usually happens to remind me things will be ok.  Do not ask me how I know things will be ok, no one is necessarily telling me this, I just feel it.  Take for example the other day.  I was particularly feeling low in mood.  Some things had to come to light which meant I was having to make a difficult decision.  I felt extremely fed up and did not even want to go to work that day, despite me really enjoying my job.  I was emotional and began to cry, rather uncontrollably.  Until that was, as I was driving a big white feather just floated down from the sky.  Immediately I stopped and smiled. I knew it was a sign that I was doing the right thing and everything was ok.  I am on another journey at the moment and I am not sure what the outcome will be, but I knew something was coming as the 1’s and the 1,2’s began to make an appearance again.  Even when things seem bad, things do appear to turn out for the best, or at least in most cases any way.

There are many more stories I can share with you and I will do at a later point however now I would like to share with you what some other people interpret as the meaning of the 11:11 phenomena.



Some people think its messages from angels, some believe it is to do with the mayan calendar, others think it is purely coincidence.  Some people also think it is a sign for twin flames (like soul mates, but from the description seems to be on a deeper level) Read about them here:

Have you been experiencing 11:11 (or a variation of?) Do you believe it is a sign of spiritual awakening or something else? or just a coincidence? I’d love to hear from you!

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Stunning Silver Jewelry Inspired by Bali


As you may or may not know, I love to write about things I like, including clothes and accessories.  My chosen items this time around are from a designer called Annie Haak  Her website states that she gets much of the inspiration for her designs from the magical island of Bali where she is based for most of the year. Her influences are gathered from many aspects of Bali life from the local flora and fauna, the magical people and the colours and patterns found in the local markets and villages.  Perhaps this is why some of the pieces really do appear rather magical!!!

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Many of the designs carry a special meaning by way of mantras or symbols that represent luck, love, protection strength and well-being. It is core to Annie’s design ethos that all her designs should carry a message of either love or support.

I first came across this designer a couple of years ago when I was reading a spiritual magazine, some of her bracelets incorporating guardian angels were featured in the magazine.  As a total ‘angel believer’ I immediately fell in love with them.  So much so in fact that I cut out her Sama My Guardian Angel design and added it to my collage art work which hangs in my bedroom.


Additionally, I am naturally attracted to silver jewelry.  It appears to suit my skin tone much better than gold.  However, there is now a few gold and rose gold options, which are equally as beautiful, I guess it just depends upon your personal preference.


Unfortunately to date, I have not managed to get my hands on the bracelet stack I so desperately would like (see featured image), due to lack of funds, but should I ever start to get paid for my writing, then I will ensure my first pay check pays for one!  I have however, treated myself to a lovely pair of earrings.  Which I have had now for over a year.  They are simple but lovely, a star with a single diamond in the middle.  They still look like new and we were worth the pounds I spent investing in them.  In addition, they came in a beautiful lined velvet bag and box which I now use to store some of my favourite crystals.  This is a range which when you receive the item, everything about it screams ‘quality’.  I was not disappointed and look forward to when I am able to add to my collection.

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There are also lots of other reviews from happy customers on the website. If you like the style of this jewelry have a read, you will see there is nothing but positive comments about the quality and style of the jewelry.  I am sure you too will love this range.  I know Danni Minogue and Ferne Cotton are big fans too!